Dream or illusion?

Hey guys! I feel like blogging in a sudden, and so I'm here to update something bout my current life. Lol == As everyone do, results had been distributed after a one-week-break. Hmm.. Honestly, results of mine wasnt that good as I expected. I expect I can get a better one, but in fact, it proves that I DIDNT DID WELL IN MY EXAM! Perhaps it's because I was having seriously ill that time. But, I think I shouldnt blame that stupid flu and sore throat. Cause in a another way, I have turned to become a new leaf compare to the old ME. Oh well, I dont know what I'm trying to express, I'm worst in expressing. =,= I know myself is enough la......... zzz I swear, " I must prepare earlier in the next term exam. SPM is gonna arrive so soon, just in few months. I must get a good result! " and then my heart whispers, " I also know if I dont pia I definitely will regret la, but do you know you're damn damn damn damn damn lazy!? " Okay. You can just ignore me. -.- Overall, Determination, hard-working and courages is needed for ME. I get myself a haircut few days ago. But............... LOL Haih. Whatever, hair can grow. And I will be free after a year and I can let my hair grow like grass and nobody will cares! Oh yeah! I cant wait I cant wait! Bahahaha I think I should be start carry out my diet plan. I want to be slimmer. My face.... Who can save my face? It turned into a bad condition since exam eve. *cries* And I think I should training bout my eloquence too, I always say something that I shouldnt have to say. -.- Wahh, so many things are waiting for me to be done. Let's see how much I can be able to done, I think my ability is quite enough to handle lo...? HAHAHA lack of confidence to myself. Sometimes, things cant be happen like what you want or what you predict. Life's unpredictable and always have suprise and miracle, aint? So, we must always accept things that already happened joyfully. ' Worst is yet to come '. Opportunities comes at any time on your side. Dont let those unhappy things stop you from what your heart longs for. Always convince yourself not to care it just makes you care bout it more. Trying to put down everything. Izit useful for you to always keep it inside your heart? It just makes you to more care bout that and it wont stop bothers you. People who are petty cant get happiness. So, are you willing to be that petty one? Always care those useless things that nobody cares it? Being like a desperado when something that doesnt mean anything to anyone happens? Imbecile! It's time to wake up! Nobody gives a fcking damn! You just have to smile while facing difficult thing. Nothing's so big deal. It's just depends on your maturity of thinking. CHEER UP!! ;) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I think I've rant out too much of bullshit today. But I have keep it inside my heart core for a long period already. I think I'm gonna die if I still keep it inside my deepest heart core, really. Okay. You can slap me right now. =.= Leave now ; Bye!