Sincerity.

Hmm.. Time showing it's 2.25am now. I never get a good sleep since ? days ago. And it leads me to keep thinking something nonsense. Lolll I feel like ranting all the bullshits out by shouting, screaming, crying or even laughing. Crazy me. I have thousand of words want to express but I just dont know which way I should! And guess I have used the wrong way and now, the spark of misunderstands started to glow... By typing till here, I'M COMPLETELY BLANK. ...speechless... Sometimes I used to think, am I doing the right thing in sustaining my relationship, friendship and my family. I try to care of everyone around me with sincerity. But... dotdotdot means more than I can say. Just skip it will do. Honestly, I dont know what I want to say but I just simply feel like jotting down my current thoughts though I have actually experienced it before. Trial exam is just around the corner and follow up by the big monster - SPM. I just... Seriously need to get inspire and motivate in studies. To get myself focus in study, things that I should do should be : keep my laptop and my cellphone to avoid myself from online. But I'm just simply not willing to do so. Hahaha. I always believe that treat someone right although he/she is not doing the same thing to you coz he/she will realize in someday. :) Certainly hoping for something good is good but by expecting too much, disappointment is all you get eventually. You have got to experience something by your own so that only you can understand about how the other feel. Somebody told me about the word ' deserve '. It meant you only can get something by giving or doing something. The world is fair. Am I right? No hardwork, No future. Updating about my current sentiment by using my cellphone is quite fatigue and mahuan. Lol. So I better get a ' THE END ' for my post now. And it's 3 in the middle night right now, OMG. Bye, xoxo